Oh thou, help me to come to terms with reality
and leave my fears,
teach me to let me lay with my conscience clear.
I constantly think of negotiating my karma,
and re-framing my answers for the thou eternal judgment.
Have I been captured at every step?
How well have i scored?
My disbelief grows daily,
which unnerves me,
it could be a sin.
Awaken me now and help me to overcome my fears
before i fret and regret pleading yet again
and was never heard all along…